Key

Keys... So many keys. Keys; for doors and chests, lockets, and gates, the key word, key to a riddle, the key to some one, key to friendship, key to a concept, key to a heart, but the key I'm going to focus on is the key to value... There many boxes in this world and the concept is to find the right box. The box with that perfectness to it. It has the treasure inside. The treasure that was only meant for you and only you. You don't even want or appreciate any other box with someone Else's treasure in it. There are boxes with deceiving treasures that you might think you want. Those are the boxes that you want to especially look out for. There is a catch... The box is lock. The key? Before you even find the box you have to make the key. In order to make the key... only you can know that. Find it within your heart. Many people fail, many people also find the false boxes many times before they know how to make the key and find their box. The crazy and best part is... you are the key. I know, I know... I gave away the secret. However I only said what the key is... not how to make it.

So now that I have your interest and got you excited for the adventure, action, challenge and whatever else that will come into your path. I must warn you this will be no easy task. No no no you are very mistaken if you think it would be easy. O sure you already have the key, but you only know that because I told you, so swallow your pride.That's the whole point though. The path that your starting down will tare you apart, break you down and challenge you to the point of no return. Sadly I'm easy going... so I'll tell you. It is at that point when you give it all and know your going to lose it and you are content and willing to fall. That is when you find it. HAHA! I'm not gunna tell you what "it" is. So evil I know, but it ain't my fault. Just know that. So anyway, back to you. Why do this you ask? Fabulous question, you do this because after all the pain, trials and extreme adventures you get to finally open that box, yes I know you can find the box, that isn't the hard part. Opening it is, then you get to see the treasure within. It will be worth it. Strangely enough, all that you went through is what makes the treasure so powerful, so worth it, so special and so yours.

Once this is all over, look back and I promise you will see that you have changed. You wont be that proud, self-centered, jerk that you once were. Yes I did say jerk. Changing was the key to finding the key. Ironic I know, but don't look at me. I don't make the rules or anything just the one to hopefully give you the chance and some insight in fining the box. There are those that don't hear me and go do it on their own. Fine, they can do it how they want, it's their choice. Those are they that need it even more unfortunately. All I'm trying to say and the main thing you need to know is find the innocence within, and keep it there. Don't destroy the innocence because once it's completely gone, you will never get it back. And on that note... Good luck!

Hold me tight... Then let me go.

It's been months since I've seen you. You say that you've been watching me. Watching me live a day to day life. Watched; watched me clean, and work, sweat, and drive, watched me cry, die, and change. You've been my little stoker, and somehow I don't mind. I wished and waited, then gave up and moved on. You were once my protector, but now your gone. I defend myself from the world now. Alone. For months you've watched me struggle and fall. Get up, wipe off the dirt and blood then move on. I'm good at ignoring the pain now. It's not there anymore. Slowly my heart has grown cold and black, pushing emotion from my life. I am strong and cold. A survivor, a worrier. I can do anything I want without anyone; no one to keep in mind, no one to worry about, to impress, to take care of, to fight with, to share with, no one to hold me, to feel, to embrace, to comfort me, to love. No one at all. I am strong and independent, but also alone. I am small and alone. Being observed like a fish in a tank of crystal water. I am. This is what I have become. Not for long. I will break free the bands that keep me hostage to the cold depths of the survivor. I will not survive! I will Thrive!

Now your here in front of me after all this time. Wanting me, missing me and hoping we can be one again. You left so many times. Why should I believe that this time will be any different? Your are my gypsy. Fate compels you to run. Even from the one you love. The hardest thing is to love someone that wont stop leaving and disappointing you. I know you are stronger, but who am I to change you. Only you can change yourself. So here we are. Uncontrollably drawn to each other. Individually, stronger apart, yet a powerful explosion when together. All to natural that I don't even need to think. My body and heart take over and nuzzle my way into your chest, and just as forces pull us together, your protecting arms rap around me and hold me tight. "I love you with every fiber of my cold black heart." Unfortunately in is inevitable that you will go. Born with a gypsy soul, destined to run... Hold me tight... Then let me go.