Run!

Sitting at one of the few tables that this small town coffee shop provides. I found myself staring out the window. I always have the same spot; the table in the back corner, right by a window. Laptop, note book, pen, phone and my regular coffee all laid out in front of me. With my worn leather bag leaned against the leg of the chair.
My bag contained: a book (in the proses of reading), an unopened pack of gum, clutch, pocket knife, and keys. "Travel light" was my life.

Just like any other summer day. People were going about there business. Doing there every day-to-day routine. I had just moved in only 2 months ago and like always I didn't take the time to get to know anyone and they didn't take the time to get to know me. I liked it this way. No attachments and no one to have going on and on about the problems they had. He did this. She did that... bla-bla-bla.

Hopefully this time I can actually settle down hear and stay for once. Hopefully... Not very likely though. With my history I haven't been able to stay in one place for more than 6 months tops. People were starting to know that I lived here and know I existed. I was someone more than the tourists that come through and stay a night every now and then. This fact alone put me on edge. Then again I kinda like this little town. It's not a nosy town like others I've been to.

Two days later I got a knock at the door. "Strange, Who would be coming here and at this late hour no less?" I mumbles to Revan who was on alert from the knock. I opened the door and saw a large man standing in the shadows in front of me. "Can I help you?" I asked. "Ma'am, I'm Officer Jones with the county police. We got a call from L.A. Asking about you and we've been requested to hold you." Replied the Officer. "O I see." I began, and thinking quickly, "Just give me a moment." I said closing the door on him. That would give me 4min and 23 seconds before he notices anything. "Revan! Car!" I order in a stern quiet voice. Revan at once jumped to his feet and went to the car in the garage. "Travel light" always came in handy... I grabbed my Backpack and threw it on the bed. Then I grabbed the clothes out of the two draws I had them in and stuffed them in the bag. In the bathroom was a bad of all my toiletries. Slinging my bag over my shoulder I went to the kitchen were I grabbed my warn leather bag off the back of a chair and went into the garage where Revan was sitting by the car. I opened the back door and Revan jumped in just before I flung my bags in behind him. The rest of my belongings were already in the trunk. I opened the garage door as I was jumping in the drivers seat and starting the car. Just as I back out I heard my front door being kicked in.

Run: Don't know the beginning or the end to this life style of running, but it is who I am. No one can hold me, no one can ground me. A curse that I have embraced as part of me. So many places to be seen. An unknown path to follow. Where I end up next only time will tell. I'm foolish to think I could ever settle down. Run, I must in order to survive. Like an eagle born to fly I was born to run.

I asked...

I asked u if I was PRETTY, u said NO.

I asked you if I was FAT, u said YES OF COURSE.
I asked if u WANTED to be w/ me forever, u said NO.
I asked u if u would CRY if I walked away, u said NO.
I had heard too much, and needed to leave,
and as I walked away...

U grabbed my arm and told me to stay.
U said..Ur not PRETTY, your BEAUTIFUL.
The only thing FAT, or BIG about u is ur HEART.
I don't WANT to be w/u forever, I NEED to be w/u forever.
And, baby. I wouldn't CRY if you walked away...
I would DIE.

Forget

Do you even think about me?

Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?

In the middle of the night when you awake...

Are you calling out my name?

For get him
Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss,
His warm embrace
Forget the love you once knew,
Remember he has someone new
Forget him when they play your song,
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you two were,
Remember he has chosen her
Forget you memorized his walk,
Forget the way he use to talk
Forget the things he use to say,
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Forget the dimples on his chin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember he's with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved, it's past
Forget he said he'd leave you never
Remember that he's gone forever...

It's only me missing you...
I love you.

Time

Time: To some time passes slowly. An hour seems like an eternity. To others there simply is never enough. Then there is where time just doesn't exists.
Remember sitting in class (this could be so long ago) feeling as if you had somewhere better to be. There was something better you could be doing. This is when you find yourself staring at the clock watching the seconds tick by. That's when you realize what your doing, looking away trying to forget the time so it will go by faster just to find yourself looking at the clock again and it has only been a min. Time is frozen and doesn't want to move.
Busy, busy, busy,... Running around with so many places to go. So many things that you need to do and get done. Driving. Phone calls. Yelling people everywhere, calling out orders and commands. So many people rushing around on the streets... so fast they are going. Where are they going so fast. Days, Weeks, Months, Years pass so quickly by us that the soon slur together. Looking back and wonder where has the time gone and yet nothing has changed.
Time has no meaning, no beginning, and no end. Sitting on a hill watching the fun rise. In a deep dream that go on and on. The most important is simply being with that one person that makes you whole. When your with them nothing else matters. Doesn't matter where you are or what your doing time is never the issue. It's only until your separated that time becomes frozen and only when your together your free. Living life as it comes. Enjoying the world in all in has to offer. Live life as it was meant to be experienced. Taken step by step, stopping to enjoy the little things so that when you do stop you see the future, look to the past be happy and learn from it. Then move on and continue to thrive in life and don't be afraid to give yourself to that one person and you just cant live without.

Fallen Angel

I scream, and no sound escapes these white lips. Pain yet numbness devourers the veins that run though every inch on my body. All is quiet and nothing can be done. I am engulfed in a pillar of light that creates a wall of darkness around me. No where to go, no where to run or see beyond this circle of light that surrounds me. I can feel the creatures lurking in the darkness just waiting for me. Waiting for the perfect moment when I sercome to the pain that screams to every nerve. The stomach twisting feeling that only trolls can give you. He twists the tubes going in and coming out of your stomach causing all food-like substances to give a reaction of putridness. It seems as though the elves dropped a rock into my heart and it hit the bottom with a great thud leaving a trail of heart wrenching pain behind and sitting heavily at the bottom. My eyes burn as the tears swell in them. Thick as blood and blinding that the light seems to dim and the darkness comes closer. The blood in my veins boil as the poison spread. How could I, how could any angel come to this situation. I was born to fly and protect. My place is in the stars and clouds, not in this dark forest broken. A fallen angel, grounded to the cold earth has never been heard of and now I've shamed the name. Angel, no, I have fallen..... To fly again? With these broken wings? Who knows?