Fallen Angel

I scream, and no sound escapes these white lips. Pain yet numbness devourers the veins that run though every inch on my body. All is quiet and nothing can be done. I am engulfed in a pillar of light that creates a wall of darkness around me. No where to go, no where to run or see beyond this circle of light that surrounds me. I can feel the creatures lurking in the darkness just waiting for me. Waiting for the perfect moment when I sercome to the pain that screams to every nerve. The stomach twisting feeling that only trolls can give you. He twists the tubes going in and coming out of your stomach causing all food-like substances to give a reaction of putridness. It seems as though the elves dropped a rock into my heart and it hit the bottom with a great thud leaving a trail of heart wrenching pain behind and sitting heavily at the bottom. My eyes burn as the tears swell in them. Thick as blood and blinding that the light seems to dim and the darkness comes closer. The blood in my veins boil as the poison spread. How could I, how could any angel come to this situation. I was born to fly and protect. My place is in the stars and clouds, not in this dark forest broken. A fallen angel, grounded to the cold earth has never been heard of and now I've shamed the name. Angel, no, I have fallen..... To fly again? With these broken wings? Who knows?

Love is... Life is...

• Love is a wild horse waiting to be tamed
• Life is a box with a hole to put your hand in
  
• Love is a bonfire with a pile of wood next to it
• Life is an empty book with blank pages
  
• Love is a letter with love and hate words
• Life is never perfect
• Love is to be lived for
• Life is a rock on the shore
• Love is a hurricane soon to end or begin
• Life is a bag of chex-mix
• Love is two trains headed for the same point
• Life is a silent video in black 'n white
• Love is unselfish
• Life is a dirt road with other off roads
• Love is the mountains, always changing
• Life is a story that someone will write
• Love is a closet of hats
• Life is a clock ticking backwards
• Love is a dark cloud in front of a bright moon
• Life is a burnt marshmallow with a gooey middle
• Love is a bowl of cereal eat it before soggy
• Life is a new born baby staring at nothing
• Love is lies burning a hole till the truth is reviled
  
• Life is a nail ready to be pounded into place
  

To the Future

Dear Future Lizzy,

One major thing that I would like to remind you is please, peez, don't forget your dreams and don't be afraid to try something new every now and then. While trying and experiencing life, be careful and keep your life how you want it. Things are crazy and get intense in this life. Try it but think before you act; remember risks... The big thins you seem to forget is Have Fun! Life is too short to not live, laugh, 'n love. The double-dutch ropes are turning. Will you jump in and do something? Maybe a trick or two... Or Are you going to sit and watch it turn, creating something for everyone else, but you. Take life by the horns and be the one that they talk about in the future. Make today the future of yesterday. Live in the moment, enjoy the little things, (simple pleasures). Love with all your heart and don't wast your time with things/people you KNOW wont matter tomorrow.

W /

Love

Lizzy

Burn

Knees shaking, eyes burning form the tears that you so desperation hold back. All in a rush it suddenly becomes too much. Your legs go numb and you drop like a rock. Falling to your knees 'n hands, slamming on the ground. Your eyes closed, head lowered in complete humble submission. At this point you call to God, The one person who knows you, the situation and how to over come it. The fury of his love burns within your heart as he takes you in his arms and comforts your troubles soul. "The fire burns within."

Hero's journy (Terminator Salvaton)

Ordinary World; Jail, The world before 2018

Call to adventure: Sign his body away, The death of the world

Refusal of the call: "I don't deserve it" "I'll sell it to you"

Meting with the mentor: Awakes after years, Kyle, John Connor Leader of the resistance

Crossing the threshold: Into the deserted town and being attracted by a terminator c600

Tests, Allies, Enemies: Humans, The general, Terminators, Sky net, Hunter killers, Williams

Approach: Hunter killers take Kyle, left stuck in no where, Group of humans captured at sky net, steps on a mine, Realizes he's half robot and becomes prisoned

Ordeal: The battle with the main terminate and gets killed until John Connor shocks his heart back to life.

Reward: Gets a second chance, Destruction of sky net, gets a heart, Saves father

The road back: Little girl gets trigger that levels sky net

Resurrection: John Connor is dieing. Marcus gives up his heart for him to live

Return with elixir: Gives his heart, Giving, Freedom, Peace. "Everyone deserves a second chance"

Hero: Marcus Right, John Connor

Mentor: John Connor, Marcus Right, Kyle Rees

Threshold Guardian: T.V. creator lady

Herald: John Connor, Williams

Shapeshifter: Sky net, Machines

Shadow: The main terinator

Trickster: TV creator lady, Marcus Right

A Gift I'd Like to Give

Confusion is the main emotion that stops people in their tracks; makes them take a gander. A moment of frustration leading to anger and once they have pulled all their hair out, about that one thing you just can't seem to remember, get it, understand, bring together or solve. That is when we give in and ask what, who, why or anything else we want to know. "Help!" then it becomes Cristal clear.

In this world today lives are ending drastically, hearts are broken, promises torn from the very souls of its own purpose, and countries burned. Understanding is the only gift that has a chance to make that heart pumping, promises held strong and dept, and countries thriving.

The understanding gift is powerful enough to cover all that. Help and redeem moments as small as helping a stranger, to saving a country from war. If only everyone had the gift to understand; understand each other as well as your own spirit. Understand that one concept to succeed, understand why you should or should not do something.

The frustration of not being able to grasp a concept is one of my most hair ripping moments, as well as not knowing how to move my body a specific way in order to do a difficult or close to impossible action. I have found nothing is impossible, everyone can understand. If you were to just understand how to do that math problem. To understand that drugs do more than just give you that buzz to bear the pain. We can do so much more if we had that special gift to understand. I want to give it to all I know and more. May we all understand!

In my life my parents have taken things too fast from the beginning, too fast to understand what they were getting into. When the parents are the ones still trying to understand why certain things are important? That is when the kids change dramatically. My parents have not been able to understand for so many years that it's time to come to an understandable conclusion. Possibly it was just simply not to be.

I've realized that there are some things you can't give as a gift. With my help I could help them gain an understanding. But before I can give something that is part of me, I have to gain it for myself.

A relationship is the most challenging and most socially learning experience you can ever have. It becomes a studying course where your figure out who you are, who they are, how to understand each other and both change towards each other to become closer, both sacrificing in order to get the understanding we both need in order to make it work. When the time is right and we have both given all we can give. That is when I can both give and receive the gift of understanding.

The gift I would like to be able to give is also the gift I would like to receive. It has to go more than one way in order for anyone to have it. Understanding that one person I love the most; is the most precious gift I can be able to give. To understand someone so they can become their best. Then together we both will understand each other and become one.

A gift I'd like to give(practice)

Confusion is the main emotion that stops people in their tracks; makes them take a gander. A moment of frustration leading to anger and once they have pulled all their hair out, about that one thing you just can't seem to remember, get it, understand, bring together or solve. That is when we give in and ask what, who, why or anything else we want to know. "Help!" then it becomes Cristal clear.

In this world today lives are ending drastically, hearts are broken, promises torn from the very souls of its own purpose, and countries burned. Understanding is the only gift that has a chance to make that heart pumping, promises held strong and dept, and countries thriving.

The understanding gift is powerful enough to cover all that. Help and redeem moments as small as helping a stranger, to saving a country from war. If only everyone had the gift to understand; understand each other as well as your own spirit. Understand that one concept to succeed, understand why you should or should not do something.

The frustration of not being able to grasp a concept is one of my most hair ripping moments, as well as not knowing how to move my body a specific way in order to do a difficult or close to impossible action. I have found nothing is impossible, everyone can understand. If you were to just understand how to do that math problem. To understand that drugs do more than just give you that buzz to bear the pain. We can do so much more if we had that special gift to understand. I want to give it to all I know and more. May we all understand.